Friday, December 31, 2010

Specially Dedicated To Someone Who My Heart Will Belong To... InsyaAllah :)

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along

And theres a couple words I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my *love* and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together {in Jannah}
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you...loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

La Tahzan...Zikir Jalan Mencari Ketenangan..

Selamat pagi Sunshine..
Aku kembali di ruangan maya ini setelah sekian lama mnyepi dari coretan kisah hidup yg berbaki.
Mata kiri ini berdenyut lagi...dah beberapa hari. Adakah ianya satu kebenaran atau sekadar kebetulan? Dalam hidup ni aku suka bila wajah trukir senyum tapi tiap kali berhadapan situasi begini pasti esok atau lusa air mata yg yang menemani. Bukan niat untuk mempercaya tapi hampir setiap kali "kebetulan" in trjadi. Nangis kenapa? Ada apa dengan semua ni? Apa yg akan berlaku ni? Desakan hati untuk terus bertanya. Hati rasa gementar pula. Kehilangan insan yg disayang? Diuji kesakitan? Bakal melalui pahit getir hidup? Perkara yg menuntut pengorbanan? Atau berdepan kata2 yg mnyesatkan? Ya Allah..aku tak sekuat Zinnirah yg tabah dalam keadaan diri trseksa. Aku tak setenang Hajar yg sering diuji cubaan yg sukar. Aku juga tak sehebat Asiah yg sabar di tengah-tengah kejahilan dan kezaliman. Pimpin diriku Ya Allah. Aku mohon dengan sangat...